first off, thanks to anon for the comment. it got me thinking and i've written you back.
now, the title of this post is about freaking out....because i am. over writing. again. i know, i'm a douchbag for freaking out yet again. but something wants me to make this novel more (e.g. better, bigger, deeper, almost painful) than it is right now. and i don't know how to do that. this is where my haphazard educational background shows through. it's like a project i have in mind that i'd like to do in Flash, but i don't know the program well enough to do what i want to do.
but then again, maybe i do know what to do, know the power i have to tap into, but i'm afraid what's going to happen if i do....like i'm not going to be able to contain it once it's out there. i need to go get myself centered now.
current mood: contemplating meditation
current song: "way out" by the yeah yeah yeahs
now, the title of this post is about freaking out....because i am. over writing. again. i know, i'm a douchbag for freaking out yet again. but something wants me to make this novel more (e.g. better, bigger, deeper, almost painful) than it is right now. and i don't know how to do that. this is where my haphazard educational background shows through. it's like a project i have in mind that i'd like to do in Flash, but i don't know the program well enough to do what i want to do.
but then again, maybe i do know what to do, know the power i have to tap into, but i'm afraid what's going to happen if i do....like i'm not going to be able to contain it once it's out there. i need to go get myself centered now.
current mood: contemplating meditation
current song: "way out" by the yeah yeah yeahs
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