something went missing today. i don't know what it is and i don't know how it went missing. maybe someone took it while i wasn't looking. maybe i misplaced it. all i know it's definitely gone. i'm not even sure if i miss it. maybe i will tonight when i lay down to sleep. maybe i'll miss it weeks from now. maybe i'll wake up one morning far into the future and realize i should have held on to it better, been more protective of it, loved it like it was a part of my soul. all i know is it's definitely gone and i have a strong hunch that isn't a good thing.
or maybe that was all bullshit and i'm just a faker/liar/drama queen/overtired or have nothing else to say today.
or maybe clever words (aka cheap parlor tricks) are what's missing...and that's not something to mourn over.
current mood: settled
current song: "maps" by the yeah yeah yeah's and "i'm lonely (but i ain't that loney yet)" by the white stripes
or maybe that was all bullshit and i'm just a faker/liar/drama queen/overtired or have nothing else to say today.
or maybe clever words (aka cheap parlor tricks) are what's missing...and that's not something to mourn over.
current mood: settled
current song: "maps" by the yeah yeah yeah's and "i'm lonely (but i ain't that loney yet)" by the white stripes
OR...maybe saying nothing is saying EVERYTHING