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vindication and defeat

i know this is totally petty, but someone at work was INSISTING that she handed me photo paper last week, but i know for a fact she didn't, because there's only one spot i would have put it and it wasn't there. well, she found it among some extra toys for daycare and doesn't know how it got there. i guarantee she put it down and someone else trying to be nice picked it up and placed it with everything else for daycare (because she had written preschool on the front of it). yeah, i may have a crappy memory, but i wouldn't misplace shit like that.

edited to add: what the fuck is wrong with people? first i get talked about on certain message boards because i'm married to the boy and now there's some ridiculous BS going around at work about me and my friend jay. first, it should go without saying that i'm not doing anything with anyone else other than the boy. second, if you don't have anything going on in your life, don't start shit about others just to make your day more interesting. third, men and women can be friends without anything happening. i've always been more comfortable with guy friends than girl friends beacuse girls can be really mean and petty (although i am thankful i found four ladies who aren't like that at all) fourth, i have a feeling this is about jealousy...and f' that. if you have a problem with me, then say it to my face...don't be a pussy and spread gossip. why can't i get through life without people trying to fuck with me? i leave people alone...do me the same courtesy.

current mood: disgusted
current song: "let forever be" by chemical brothers/noel gallagher (huge oasis mark over here)

3 responses to “vindication and defeat”

  1. # Anonymous Anonymous

    Sad but true fact of life... Somewhere, someone, is gonna hate on people who do not deserve it, because it is easier to motherfuck someone else, than it is to stare in the mirror and see the shortcomings that plaugue themselves. I fucking hate people  

  2. # Anonymous Anonymous

    Gosh,

    I see someone hasnt lost there teenage angst. Anyway who would do that, you and Jay. Even I fucking knew before I even trusted you that you wouldnt do that shit. its really all bull shit like you said. I feel so bad for that, for what you feel, I have never seen such anger from you and its so dumb because if someone didnt start some incredibly stupid rumor to entertain their own sick fantanies you wouldnt be all mad like this. Just remember I know who are, I know how incredibly faithful you are and not just to "that boy" but to your friends and family and...well...me. Know you are stronger than them, more wise not to stoop to someone elses level. Thats what counts.
    HOPE THAT HELPED. sighs.
    THE ONE AND ONLY:
    TEENAGEXOUTCAST
    TO:
    THE QUEEN OF FAITHFULLNESS  

  3. # Anonymous Anonymous

    Hey if it makes you feel better, I hear there's another snippet of conversation that's been blogged that may be worth stealing...Lemme know  

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